Done watching Privileged season 1. Megan & Will looks perfect together but seriously, they cannot be together. Why?! Because Megan is the person who works for things & of course earning it, herself where as Will is the kinda person who get things just because his father is a billionaire and knows nearly every successful person in Palm Beach. I mean, fine he earn some of his success himself like how in the last episode he finally gets the credit for the magazine spread that he does. But he couldn't get there if his father didn't just talk to David to get him into the industry. & Will was actually angry at Megan cos she doesn't want his father to help out in her getting a job. Damn him. He should know that Megan didn't get that job because he gets it & also because David thought that it would be a bad idea to have a couple to work under the same roof -_________-" lame excuse. Well okay, finally Will found out why Megan didn't get the job and still he is angry at her cos she didn't tell him and cos she didn't want his father to talk to David for her. I think Will needs to get a chill pill. Serious. Btw, Will is cute.

Ermm..okay you don't understand what I am trying to say. never. mind. I've been stuffing my face with Skippy Chunky Peanut Butter. yes only the peanut butter without bread or anything. It isn't delicious but if you're here and you see what the kitchen got to offer, you'll be beside me eating Skippy Chunky Peanut Butter with nothing else too.

I'm running out of songs to listen to & my body still aches.

You know sometimes when you think that you're capable of handling things, you are slowly becoming more beastly and self-centered. You try so hard not to slip any of your flaws along the way which in time vanishes your feeling of sympathy and other compassion emotions you used to portray to others. When everything turns out difficult and f-ing retarded, you just have to turn your back on everything and start scolding others for the mess but not yourself. Than everything repeats, you convinced yourself on why you shouldn't cry and you could handle anything, but it all result to multiple nights of crying & it eventually suck I tell you, big big big time.

Well I know this entry sound so redundant and stupid at this hour in the morning. Cos at 2.20AM, I should be sleeping in bed and not blogging about some cliche story in bed. But sleeping have to past until I am able to clear my mind for at least another 1 hour & 30 minutes before mother wakes up.

This week I've been through a lot of hardships that I wish I didn't put myself into. Like how I hated my new job that starts on Saturday and I just gave myself a "self declared off day" for Sunday and the rest of my weekends to come. Yes, I'm quitting without informing. The boss was f-ing rude, humiliating me in front of all the people. I could be less pissed off if it was about something I did wrong or anything close to work. But NO(!) he was blabbering about what I should be doing at home. Firstly, he don't know what I do/did/does at home. Secondly, he should watch his mouth cos I felt insulted when he just pour out those irrelevant comments. & lastly, he should wipe his mouth every 1 minute cos his saliva tends to clump up at each side of his mouth when he talk and thats disgusting.
I'm looking for a new job on Tuesday and Thursday so no biggie.

Some really bad news, I've been really lonely & it makes me cranky. ASSHOLE